yoz!
everything is alrightz i guess.
feasting season again.
will definitely go fat another few kgs.
bleahz~~~
looking at the pile of working leveling up everyday. i am scared.
6 more weeks to my sem 2 exams and i am quite lost for cm1121 and lsm 1401. quite behind for cm1131. i want my As this sem. i want my 4 plus CAP!
rawr~~
heyhey,
Happy Chinese New Year!!! it’s piggy year this time round.
Wishing all will get lots of angbaos!
okie, i know it’s not nice to blog whatever i wana say below on the first day of this lunar new year but i cant resist. read it if u dont mind me ranting on this first day!
i dont know why.
i just cant pick myself up these days to do anything.
no mood in everything, i dono when it started but i supposed it’s a gradual kind of thing that i didn’t realise.
there’s really nothing that can really interest me these days.
i am just doing things coz i just have to them.
i am just following a routine everyday. and i hate being stagnent.
and i always think that bad things that happen ard me is all becoz of me.
something to do with my self-esteem, self-image i guess?
i may be tall, look normal, lke everyone else on the outside but i am really a person of lil confidence on the inside…. it think it’s a thing from young?
i dono. sometimes, i just get irritated my really little things and some of these lil things can make me cry.
then, i always got this thought that i am not good enough for most of the things ard me….
i hate being like that. i want to move on. i really want to.
i know if i cant overcome this pit, i am getting no where….
for now,
it’s like no mood for vday, cny, schoolwork, pru, OH and lots of other things. manyatime, i just cant be bothered.
worst still, in days like these, i usually eat a lot. when i mean alot, i really mean A LOT!!!!
BOO!!!
Looking forward to recess week!!!
But to think of it, after recess week, it will be 6 more weeks of mugging towards the exams…. stress~~ that also marks my first year in nus. that’s pretty fast. zoom— it just went like that.
some thoughts:
vday leaves no mercy on 19/20-year-olds like us. (:
okie. nvm k? what will come, will come. i believe that everything is just pre-destined. Having live on this earth for more than 19 years only, looking back on my life, i guess it’s hard to deny that our life is really pre-destined in so many areas — areas that we just cannot control.
This post is delicated to the person in this picture.
RAWR~~~ irritated!
the photocopier never fail to jam on me.
yikes!
I think God really LOVE me very very much!!!! I love Him too!!!
i am starting to think about what i really want for the past few days. after i came to a vague conclusion (though vague, at least i have an direction), i regretted a lot of things i have done for the past few weeks since school started! But you know what? till today, i realised that things just came to the point as if i haven’t done those stuff!!! God turned everything around and He really knows my heart!!! He knew what i wanted long ago and where i should focus and head towards.
now, i am relieved and smiling at the weeks in front of me with expectations. i really hope i can enjoy myself in this journey and i believe i can.
all i can say is that i shouldn’t live by my human flesh anymore….. 
still learning though.
I delicate this post to my beloved God! I am really really thankful!
btw, i just realised that we really gonna appreciate the lil things in life. look at the clear blue sky with pretty clouds, the flowers on the field! they are just so wonderful creations.
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