rotten

Quoted from dictionary.com

man·i·fes·to      /ˌmænəˈfɛstoʊ/ Pronunciation Key – Show Spelled Pronunciation[man-uh-fes-toh]
–noun, plural -toes.

a public declaration of intentions, opinions, objectives, or motives, as one issued by a government, sovereign, or organization.

i guess most of us may someone be annoyed, curious and concerned about what exactly others think of us. what do that people think of me as? will i leave a good or bad impression if i do that? are they talking about me now? etc etc….  if u are telling me u haven’t thought of these questions b4, either u are lying to urself or u are not human. sometimes, we may think that this exam question or that issue is so hard to resolve but i guess to me, the hardest issue is always regarding interpersonal stuff…..

by our actions and words, we are constantly making public declarations aka manifestoes. what is your manifesto? manyatime, our manifesto determine the friends we hang out with, the people we attract, the level of trust pple have in u, the competancy in projects/comms, the topic u talk about with the people around you.

one thing i can say is that. some people are just so fake on the outside. trying to make a good impression in everyone’s heart. man-pleaser. but i believe that what is inside of a people will definitely be shown on the outer appearance one day to come. it will surely come to surface, it’s just a matter of time. just like a rotten apple. whatever that is rotten will only spread but will not be reduced if you continue to live with a rotten core. why not make a decision and cut out that rotten core and replace it with a refreshed and renewed mindset. i believe that a rotten apple can definitely be saved by removing the rotten core. Stop that spread now!!! another example is the chopping off of the unfruitful part of the fig tree, or else, the unfruitful part will definitely affect the other portions.

an old song : Reality – Richard Sanderson

this is the day the Lord has made

yeah. today has been a wonderful day. fruitful day at least.

at last,

i get to sit at a coffee house for the whole afternoon, not relaxing though. yar studying but better than nothing right? half of my desire fulfilled

my driving instructor is keeping quiet and not giving any unnecessary comments that can be far too discouraging at times

i get back on track on CM1121 and finally understand everything on the notes, haven’t memorise everything though

my 2 lovely brothers finally booked out of camp. they are complaining to me how tough was it and abt their hair (oops no hair)

i have a fruitful studying day.

i can see a glimpse of 2nd of may.

i found a new direction in life.

i was thinking how i used to not trust anyone in the past. coz i have been put down by pple around me so many times and got me so sad and depressed. but u know what? i can say that i have found pple ard me today whom i can say i trust and whom i can entrust some stuff or duties to. i am glad to have got out of the “full independence” thinking and to be able to start trusting pple and friends once again. the lonely road that i used to walk alone wasn’t at all easy. i do know that these pple may disappoint me someday to come but i guess i have accepted the fact that nobody is prefect in this world bah. yea.

two beautiful songs with great significance – Love David Tao’s songs

陶喆 – 太美丽

陶喆 – 找自己

weird

hmm… i am beaten down by some weird swelling on my face. and it’s only the right side of my face. i tink it’s becoz i used too much of my left brain recently. if you don’t know, left brains are in charge of logic, reasoning and control everything on our right. your right leg, right hand, right lung, right eye, right ears and hmmm of course my right face. for left nostrils, i am not sure if the left brain will control anot. you can go find out and tell me. okay, basically, my right face is swollen, yar only the right side. my right eye is swollen, there’s a lump on my right lower lip. how weird can i get? swelling on one side of the face? haha… u must tink that it’s pretty funny but it’s true lar. the doc don’t even know what happen to me…. haha… derek suspected that i was slapped on the right. lol.. lame.

the doc still asked me and reminded me last night to go back to see him again today but i am poning… oops. anyway, anyone going to UWHC today, help me say sorry to the doc. haha…. i am also temporary not taking the medicine coz it made me sleep like pig ytd. if i consume it now, i bet i won’t be blogging here.

okok. i have 2 papers on monday. organic chem and life science. sometimes i tink why aren’t i in engine. i can seriously do calculations but not memorising. organic is closed book and there are tons of mechanisms lar. tell u it’s like double or even triple of the mechanisms u learnt in jc. shag man.

btw, my dad cooked chicken rice ytd!!! wah~~ it’s damn nice. i tink he can go sell… haha… taste professional and he doesn’t use those prepared sauces for the rice ok. he used the essence and butter from the chicken…. haha… but something lacking is the nice chilli and dark soya sauce that will add magic to the whole meal. i seriously cannot go without chilli. even when i cook instant noodles, i will add a packet of chilli to the soup base… yeah.

oh man. it’s playing 第一天 by Yanzi on my player now… reminds me of my adidas peeps… they are such fun pple to k with and to work with… the 1 to 5 camwhoring… the chionging to pack up the store so we can go home early…. thinking the 3 strokes of adidas as 3 jossstick…. the mini chit chatting sessions when there’s nobody or even when there are tons of pple in the store… the detecting and gossiping of those PRC prostitutes that always visit adidas bugis with their old ji ko peh man… haha…

two songs with no relation to my post

孙燕姿 – 我怀念的

戴佩妮 – 一个人的行李

我是爱哭鬼

boohoo… sian… tears dropped inevitably down my cheeks yesterday again. wah piang aye…. eeeyer… how can i be so fragile? blame nut! nvm, i forgive him.

anyway, i have not much time to blog. got to go back to my physical chemistry questions. chemical kinetics, 1st law of thermoynamics, 2nd law of thermodynamics, thermochemistry, entropy, boyle’s law charles’s law, etc lar… i hope i can get A for this paper coz most of it is calculations which i am pretty good at. benefit of being a further maths student, lol. used to do long long and tedious calculations in jc time coz of fmaths.

yap… quite contented today. mum bought soft-shell crab back for dinner…. yummy!!! it’s crispy on the outside ad seriously soft and JUICY in the inside… yumz… haha… and i had my favourite dark choco with hazelnut creme by my side when i am studying…. haha… see, i am so well-fed… muahaha!! fats, here i come!!

江美琪 – 爱哭鬼

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