tiredness and fully occupied is how i describe this midterm break…
hmmm… sometimes we human beings do things which we don’t even know why we are doing it and what is the purpose….
it’s just a “i feel like doing it” feeling…
right right?
many times, we like to go by feelings but i guess we really have to balance my feelings and mind in the decisions we make. not too emo and not too rational also.
i am still learning, i am more of a rational person though… still learning 
sometimes people will just take things granted. when people do a kind act to you. Or when all the while, people have been taking the initiative, way beyond what that person would have usually go and out of the person’s comfort zone. many times u would just get used to it and the presence of that person to always take the initiative and taking alot of things in your life for granted. thinking that what the other person did or is doing is ying gai de.
but i guess there’s a limit to everything a person is willing to go and the extent a person would want to step out of her comfort zone. yar, i guess i had reached my limit. so when that person want to go back to her oneself and back to what she usually do, you might feel that the person had grew cold or away frm you. however, the fact is you havent really cherish her all the while when she is willing to go the extra mile for you, taking the initiative she usually don’t take, stepping out of her comfort. now, when she thought she had reached the limit of what she could do and is starting to draw further after the several disappointments she had gotten, then you started realising the importance of the extra miles that she had taken in order for many things to actually work out in the past. so now, when things don’t really work out, you are stunted and it’s your turn to be disappointed. in other words, you took for granted all the little things she did to bridge everything for things to work out. and, she is quite disappointed with the things that you could have done but you didn’t do.
cherish.
argh… 6th week of the sem. next week is mid term break! half a sem gone!
i am having a lab report to submit tml!
i am having cm2263 test tml. lots of memorising to be done. i dread memorising coz i sucks a remembering things and i realised that my memory is worsening these days.
wed is reserved.
thursday i have ST1131 quiz also. havent touched the notes. i would also have CM2165 tut to be done by then or else i will be doomed for the interactive tutorial class.
friday i have CM2161 midterm. argh~~ time to do CM2161 questions are never enough.
I can do it de! YES i can! God, help me!
having break during sound.
have been really really occupied this whole week. or i can say i am pretty tired.
i don’t know how to tell anyone what i am going through this past mth. i guess nobody truly understand other than me myself and i, and God.
i was reminded again and again.
“when you pray for courage, would God give you courage miraculously or put you in a situation when u can use your courage?”
this statement really means that whatever we need to face a obstacle and to run this race of life is alry in us. whether we show it or not, really depends if we decide or not to maximise it or if we are being stretched in circumstances….it’s like sometimes we might think the circumstances are too tough for ourselves to bear but when we will be amazed when we get over that phase of our life, coming out stronger….
take time. think about it. make a decision. don be fickle-minded in these things. last but not least, be convicted to ur decision.
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