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whatever i log on to that website or listen to people talk about it,

i feel like depressed and disturbed.

遗憾 and 不甘愿…

i just don’t understand why it wasnt given to me after so much perseverance…..

i hate it. but i just want to conquer it even more.

if not, i will live with this 遗憾 forever and this will be something that the devil can use to disturb me and distract me everytime, making me so discouraged.

i am determined, i have to overcome it and not let the devil have this foothold in my life.

it let me realise that many natural things are battles happening in the supernatural realm.

God help me… as i kept my faith and believe in You whenever the devil and terror that comes by the night.

random-ness

this is how i look like when i blog, surf net or chat with you on msn.

yar, actually i am pooh in disguise, super nua.

i am slowly picking up the forgiving part, God really did a great part in helping me. i didn’t know how He did it but truely, He brought me through slowly. Tugging at me whenever i want to scold back, whenever i have revengeful thoughts through thoughts, Holy Spirit and people around me. God is really great and does extraordinary things, always. i still picking it up, room to improve and i pray that nothing will happen in the process.

Upcoming will be the forget part. Forgive and Forget, and i really think that this should be the way… so the forgetting part is in progress.

lalala… his bag is spoilt

lalala~ i think i am going to blog about this b4 i go out n meet him…

ytd, when we went out, he realise his bag strap attachment to the bag is breaking…. it puts an grin on my face, haha…

so what does it means?

another scotchtape onto his bag, adding to his collection of scotchtapes which are alr on his watch and hp?

NO NO NO!!! i will make sure he don’t do that! and he’s finally gonna use the crumpler bag i bought for him on his birthday. not that i dont like this current bag that he’s carrying now but it just feels sian when he doesn’t use a bag which u saved so much to buy for him.lalalaa~~~ for ur info, his current bag is also bought by me  but i still want him to use his new bag which he had been chucking one side. silly, got new bag don’t wana use…

he’s my scotchtape boy.

10 May – the day of freedom :)

 

i like spinning kebabs… laalaa~