envious

huiyu,
stop being envious!
coz he loves you than they do and that’s good enough.

end of my 6th sem

today marks the end of my 6th semester in NUS.
my Sem2 in Year3

Year3 Sem1 was my internship in Philips.
it was a great time! relaxing, stress-free kinda life. holiday-ing time..
let me forget about the reality that being in my course is v v competitive…

i was just awaken from my relaxing mood to reality during the reading week this time round, which is kinda too late.
awaken by the amount of work i have to put in to study for exams.
once again awaken to the anxiety of exams and the competitiveness.
it’s like, it’s not enough to be good. u hafta be better than the rest.
haiz…

talking about that, this might or might not be the last sem i have in NUS.
i might haf just taken my last exam.
i might be frantically finding a job and be part of the rat race in 4mths time, after my sot.
so much uncertainty….
i don like uncertainties….

nah, i keep telling myself to trust God…
but somehow, i am afraid that i am just not good enough to stay on for honours…

we will know when 29may comes.
pray for me.