end of my 6th sem

today marks the end of my 6th semester in NUS.
my Sem2 in Year3

Year3 Sem1 was my internship in Philips.
it was a great time! relaxing, stress-free kinda life. holiday-ing time..
let me forget about the reality that being in my course is v v competitive…

i was just awaken from my relaxing mood to reality during the reading week this time round, which is kinda too late.
awaken by the amount of work i have to put in to study for exams.
once again awaken to the anxiety of exams and the competitiveness.
it’s like, it’s not enough to be good. u hafta be better than the rest.
haiz…

talking about that, this might or might not be the last sem i have in NUS.
i might haf just taken my last exam.
i might be frantically finding a job and be part of the rat race in 4mths time, after my sot.
so much uncertainty….
i don like uncertainties….

nah, i keep telling myself to trust God…
but somehow, i am afraid that i am just not good enough to stay on for honours…

we will know when 29may comes.
pray for me.