today was bad.
emo. foul mood.
but nobody seemed to uds.
low self esteem. super low confidence struck me once again.
i asked myself what am i doing here?
why i made this wrong decision 4 years ago?
but everything seemed too late n nobody knows. even he who knows, don really uds.
u noe wat?
i just can never be that girl that i always wanted to be.
no matter how hard i try.
i will always be back to the original starting point. its like a cycle. its not a race that has an end.
having to live without something i desire so dearly when to others, it’s so easily obtainable.
it’s saddening coz the thing i hate most of the time, is myself.
i hate being me.
i hate this.
i know at this age tt i am in now, i shldnt be feeling all these.
but too bad, i really tink life really sucks.
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