It’s August again… Sem7

3 08 2009

Yeaps, it’s august again!

time passes so fast! I am a yr4 NUS undergrad alr.

i kinda like august becoz it’s national day and for some reasons :) plus this time round, i will be graduating from sot. kinda excited to haf really going to complete the course. when everything about sot is so uncertainty initially and sometimes along the way, but God really provided a way to all things and He never fails, never fails to let me know how much He love me every single time. it was rather tough for me though, financially and in the initial and final stage of sot when i have uni.

talking abt uni, i went back to school for class today after 3 mths.

it’s a fyp briefing and talks. had some funny fruit feast when they served durians, rambutans, longans and mangosteens. uncommon fruits…

kinda excited but anxious abt this fyp.

i am thinking of re-blogging on the process of me doing my fyp, to keep a record and memory for myself in this period of time. but definitely i wont be revealing confidential stuff here.

shall see how… :)





Exams + Post Exams

31 12 2008

exams this time round was ok, at least i only had one module.
i can be really focused on that and give all out for it.
i did pretty ok, managed to pull up my cap more than i expected. those were tough times in the family though but i held on to the promises of God and trusted in His strength.

right after the paper, i went to holland v’s mexician restaurant then to Häagen-Dazs to celebrate and chill

then after exams, which also marks the end of my internship in Philips the next day…

then were a serials of post-exam, post-intern “celebrations” by ourselves at

bugis and westcoast plaza
fish&co, b&j (yeahness, both my fav)

then a saturday at sentosa and changi airport
my long awaited bakerzin and the battle with tigerair

it was a time of ups and downs for us though.
things won’t smooth even though exams were over and when we thought everything will be much more relaxing and we will have the time of the world to go pah tuo
lotsa expectations of a good holiday or rest ahead were broken, fell to nought….

i didnt even haf time to enjoy slacking times before thanksgiving and Christmas comes our way…

here’s some photos of the thanksgiving event our cg organised, i don have majority of them as they are no taken by jh’s cam. and also some photos of the games cum decor comm when we meet up.

the gingerbreadman is baked by cx, so sweet. felt so blessed by her act and see her grow.





chemist

7 11 2008

Behind every great doctor,

there’s a great pharmist.

Behind every great pharmist,

there’s a great chemist.

this is what i got out after studying much about my drug design and medicinal chemistry module.

that great chemist is difficult to become, i think that’s why i am struggling.





it’s not worth it.

28 09 2008

just came back from USSUN appreciation dinner. haha, a 8 course dinner, for the things i did in USSUN. yeaps. asked me if i felt appreciated? i would say i am ok bah, i didnt do alot as compared to many of my peers, so to me, i am ok.

however, i feel sad for many of my peers over there. if i were them, i definitely wont feel appreciated for all the hard work they had put into the projects for USSUN. why? because of how *EXahemCahemO* as a whole treat them back. despite the much effort put in, behind the scene and he success of all the projects we did for them, all we got NOTHING! let’s start from the best proj publicity, 2 out of the 4 nominees were done by us but some *BIahemZCahemOMM* got it lar. like wat de? what is vanity fair, can u tell me? faintz~ nvm, that’s not all. for the best newcommer, 6 out of the 10 nominees were from us but NONE out of the 3 prize receiptant is from us! what the! cant believe it. they just make it too obvious! a sign of disapproval? a sign of disacknowledgement of our work?

i think that it’s just all not worth it to work for them.or rather few biased, power and position-seeking people who manipulated the others’ thinking, some of them are even backstabbers, used pru as a platform to go that high but backstab us in return when so many seniors and fellow members helped him along the way. with friends like u, who needs enemies?

there’s also another character that is involved bah. i guess his matric no is U01***** bah. ahemahem, he just made it too obvious that he doesnt want us to rise up. he used his authority and power trying to put so much obstacles for the past yr for most of our projects. and after everything,  we didnt even get anything, any acknowledgement of wat all the people had done. all due credit became his. bad leader, definitely not a leader who serve. my mum and sis who just got matriculated this yr even had a bad impression of his sucky attitude with just one contact with him. wow~ is that how USSUN is represented? by a person such as this? a retainee? by a person who drop out of ur course in yr3? how clever and smart is he? to be good leader, i tink there are far too many better options out there! alright!

but at least this shows that we are indeed strong and powerful and influential enough to make them actually worry about our existance.

okok, no more rants, being angry and sad with people like that are just not worth it. we have better things to do. mug, find bf, beauty sleep, exercise. so many things to do man.

still not worth it, my friends. after all, the people who gets the glamour and power is still them.

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all these really shows the working world outside. the strive for power to be in own hands.

i would say that the superior above u is very impt to determine if u can be elevated or just be stagnant in the same position for the next 10 yrs. friends, if your superior is someone who credit all ur work to urself and don’t like you, i tink it’s really hard for u to raise up to the next level, no matter how hard u try. this is the crude reality. i would rather quit, really! there are definitely greener grass and better trained superior than this cos it’s all not worth it.

i nvr like this kind of power and position fighting scenarios and never wanted to get involved in all these. i had my fair share in sec sch and had seen enough, it just leaves pple disappointed and sad.





bahasa project

22 10 2007

busy busy busy is how i describe my past week

school work, exams are coming

working, working getting boring but the ntu waffle at ctn2 is still as nice

had my bahasa project on fri… i am lazy to blog too much haha… let the pictures tell… i am dressed up as a west sumatra, padang bride. my husband is a angmoh, he’s an exchange student from england….

had fun… then went to lt27 to do some packing up for kelly poon’s concert in nus.. yeaps, after tt we went to clementi to eat supper… half chicken… hees… feels so rag then i didn’t stay to chitchat alot with them coz i thought tt i shld go home earlier that day and have a good rest…

had a dinner with cg after service at bedok this sat… though not everyone is there… had ban li…. finally! after much procrastination….

bleahzz… i am sick… again! sneezing and my throat isnt feeling very well… sian!!!

life with God had been very fulfilling and i think i can handle things and situations better now…. definitely with constant help from the Holy Spirit or else i don’t think my low EQ won’t enable me to tolerate:)

There is no fear in love; but perfect love casts out fear, because fear involves torment. But he who fears has not been made perfect in love.

1 John 4:18

 

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